Mesmerised...

at times I have gotten tired
feel sick of what I do
I feel like hue & cry 
to express the me of my 
nobody can replace 
still replicates
I want to re-live those moments
the journey of discovery
the nature in you so calm
the army of fanatics in me
dark & dull clumsy nights
long hours of a day don't know why
a confession not that usual
but those were the moments I lived
abstract from the scratch and again mesmerised.-29.11.2016